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[Honestly, being summoned was quite the surprise to Bedivere. Being a saber, he knew he was at a disadvantage. After all, there were so many more sabers even just from the Round Table who were much more famous, so surely they would have been summoned over him. In fact, he was sure it had happened countless times before. That one master he had met, the one from Chaldea, they had spoken of singularities and grail wars to span several worlds and timelines. And with so many fine Sabers to choose from, he was sure that he hadn't ever been summoned before. The short time between the 'creation of his legend' and 'now' notwithstanding.
It made him feel a touch inadequate, if he was being truthful. After all, he was a simple knight. The master who had summoned him, he deserved better than someone like him. But if he was the one who was summoned, then he would fulfill his duty to this new master. Nothing would be done in half-steps, never again.
So as his form solidified in the summoning circle, Bedivere offered his new master a warm smile. Once again, his life was sworn to someone else's. Whatever his master wished for, Bedivere would help him achieve it.]
Saber, Bedivere. I am honored to be summoned by you. From now on, I shall be your Servant.
['I am honored to be summoned at all' was the truth, but he didn't speak that.
Then he paused, and he took a survey of the situation. The summoning circle was expertly made, but this man in front of him...well. He didn't look like a mage. He looked like a normal person. Perhaps it was a disguise? Or maybe there was more to this situation than he could see immediately. He would have to wait for his new master to respond in order to find out more.]
It made him feel a touch inadequate, if he was being truthful. After all, he was a simple knight. The master who had summoned him, he deserved better than someone like him. But if he was the one who was summoned, then he would fulfill his duty to this new master. Nothing would be done in half-steps, never again.
So as his form solidified in the summoning circle, Bedivere offered his new master a warm smile. Once again, his life was sworn to someone else's. Whatever his master wished for, Bedivere would help him achieve it.]
Saber, Bedivere. I am honored to be summoned by you. From now on, I shall be your Servant.
['I am honored to be summoned at all' was the truth, but he didn't speak that.
Then he paused, and he took a survey of the situation. The summoning circle was expertly made, but this man in front of him...well. He didn't look like a mage. He looked like a normal person. Perhaps it was a disguise? Or maybe there was more to this situation than he could see immediately. He would have to wait for his new master to respond in order to find out more.]
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[He was fully awake now, and cupped Bedivere's cheeks to look at him properly.]
And they don't look the the type to flaunt it?
How does that kind of person manage to get to that age without a massive ego?
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[Really, Bedivere quite liked Ritsuka. He couldn't think of a better person to put the hope of humanity into. Though hopefully that youth could handle the stress of being humanity's last hope.]
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Then he wondered: was there any way to see them even from the distance, just to see if this was all worth the hype? Something to think about.]
Well - that, and their own character. A parent's influence only goes so far, even if they're one of the adults supporting them in the future.
What about the girl wearing that strange armor? Is she a Master, too?
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[He was smiling, but it was a touch sad.]
Galahad was watching everything that happened, but he didn't speak up at all. He only passed a message on through Mash once, and it was to berate Lancelot.
[Which, fair. But still.]
...that young man who lives next door, he is similar to her in a way, isn't he?
[he still remembered that dream with Atsushi as a tiger.]
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He doesn't like talking about the experience often, but yes. You could say that.
Atsushi-kun's gotten better at it, too. [Though he wasn't about to mention anything about Atsushi's insecurities and immense dislike of the Tiger. It was also in that vein he'd give something easily misinterpreted:] From what I understand, it used to be involuntary.
[Sounded better than 'he was locked up once a month as a kid and he didn't even realize why that was until last year, and then he was hunted for it.]
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But even that little bit there was enough to make Bedivere worry, and he had to comment on it.]
It must be unpleasant, if he doesn't like talking about it.
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[And he left it at that. While the transformations themselves didn't look like they brought Atsushi physical pain, it was always the possible fallout that got him.
Dazai let out a breath.]
Do you want to talk to him later? Not necessarily about this, of course, but I'm sure he'll be very curious to see who I've been bringing home with me lately.
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[...well, he couldn't just leave it at that, even if his suspicions were a bit Awkward.]
...every time I have seen him, he has been staring at me. I think he's either suspicious of my true purpose here, or he's suspicious of my connection to you. There is not possibility of him also being a Master, correct?
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[Or, alternatively, Atsushi would've tried to hide it, get caught because he was a terrible liar, and spill the beans.]
No, if he's suspicious of you, that would be because of me. I'm not the most forthright individual, so our proximity [read: dokis and sleepovers] will make him curious.
Believe me when I say that if he doesn't like you, you'll know. He's not someone who hides his dislike of a situation.
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[Bedivere fell quiet for a moment, thinking over their past interactions. It was true that Atsushi had never said anything directly to him, but why had he stared like that? Was it because of some perceived notion about his and Dazai's relationship? With how much time they spent together, they could be mistaken for being involved with each other. Could that be bothering Atsushi?
(It bothered Bedivere. He didn't know the words to express it, but he wanted to be involved with Dazai without it being a mistake.)]
...
Do you suppose that he likes you?
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[Absently, his fingers scraped the fabric of the blanket in random shapes.]
It's hard to say, really. Atsushi-kun flusters easily, and he's rather friendly and attentive to anyone in need of help.
[Dazai didn't think to look too closely into the way Atsushi blushed, paid attention to him, and sassed away the BS, because he'd long surmised that Atsushi was just like that: nice until someone really pushed it, very helpful, and uncomfortable with attention.
Also, if Atsushi did have feelings for him, well. Dazai was an oblivious idiot on occasion.]
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[Not that Bedivere could judge Atsushi for that. After all, Bedivere himself was not being honest about his feelings for Dazai. Jealousy never crossed his mind, though. Bedivere had a hard time accepting attachment to others, so if someone else liked Dazai, then that was good. Someone could love Dazai, maybe.
There was a small twinge in his heart, but it was from 'someday soon we will part ways', not the thought of someone else caring for Dazai.]
I suppose he will eventually come around, if that's the case. And if it's something else, perhaps he will speak up
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But you're thinking that's the case?
[That Atsushi liked him that way, or something along those lines.
Dazai didn't know what was more surprising - that conclusion, or that Bedivere arrived to that answer from only a handful of Atsushi sightings.]
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[Bedivere may have known a thing or two about that.]
Though you may have to ask him yourself sometime, to know for certain.
[Silently, Bedivere wished for it to be a time after the Grail War. It was better for Dazai to love another human rather than a Servant, but getting distracted now would be disastrous.]
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He poked Bedivere's cheek.]
For as long as the future is uncertain, I'll let sleeping cats lie unless he does anything about it.
[Why yes, he was a stellar role model for moving on.
Although that reminded him that work calls, and he sighed, burying his face on Bedivere's shoulder again.]
I somehow doubt we'll run into Archer again today, unless he's all healed up.
How does power for Servants scale, anyway? The longer you're around, the more you have? The specifics of their histories aside, of course.
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I suppose that's the best course, yes.
[But scaling powers, that would be hard to explain. Bedivere had to consider the best way to explain it, and he hesitated for a moment before answering Dazai.]
It's more like, they longer you're around, the more mana you use. Masters who can provide a lot of mana have no trouble with this. Masters with only a little mana will try to end the War more quickly, before they are unable to sustain a Servant.
For what it's worth, I will not drain you dry. Our bond would be severed before you died from mana loss. But it is something to consider, given that you are untrained in magecraft.
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[Drain him dry. If it didn't result in Bedivere regretting his un-life choices and being in whatever pain that other magus was in when he collapsed, Dazai would've considered it as a viable suicide method. Alas, it did.
It was strange, really. Three years ago, he didn't think anyone would cry if he died. Now there was Bedivere. Atsushi, too, because Atsushi cared about Dazai for some inexplicable reason even if romantic love wasn't part of the equation.
Dazai shouldn't be this discontent with the mention of his bond with Bedivere severing. It was the logical conclusion after all, whether they win or lose.
But as for why he asked that question -]
Then we can expect Archer's master to either have as little mana as I do if they summoned a more modern-looking servant, or that they have more in reserve if they summoned that guy with the intention of participating in the fight themselves.
[And just like that, Q remained the biggest threat. Steinbeck, he suspected, might be the latter. That was one guy who knew the ins and outs of his Ability and wasn't afraid of creatively applying it.]
It'll be favorable for us if it's the first one. Besides, it doesn't make sense to not summon a powerhouse if one could afford the mana drain.
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[Bedivere was at a disadvantage, and their short fight had showed that: Can't get close enough to stab if you're getting shot at.]
Regardless, we should make a move against Berserker today. We want to catch them unaware, and we will need time to rest after. This fight isn't going to be an easy one.
[Bedivere was talking as if they were going to succeed, though. That was probably a good sign.]
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[To both. And that optimism. Hopefully.
With a sigh, Dazai nuzzled Bedivere's neck before rolling out of bed - time for a shower.]
We can stop by the Agency to check if there's anything new before heading out to the docks. Q has a pretty distinct appearance, and both the President and Kunikida-kun would also be wary of him wandering around unassisted.
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He missed the warmth of Dazai's body. The promise of a reward for a hard day's work was enough to keep him motivated, though.]
A distinct appearance? And didn't that woman give you a clue as well
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[As for that - he had passed on the message to Fukuzawa.]
The catalyst you found's old, too. Figures that Q would get matched with a troublesome guy.
You can't miss the kid at all, by the way. Hair's half and half - dark brown and white, split down the middle. Wears a tiny hat with a white bow, usually carries a doll.
If his Ability activates, I need to get to that doll to break the curse.
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He sounds like an interesting character. What does his Ability do?
[Bedivere wanted to have all of the information possible, just in case something happened.]
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Casts a special type of hypnosis on those who wound him. That person will hallucinate terrible things, causing them to be unaware that they're physically attacking others in reality.
Unfortunately for us, Q has his ways of inducing others to harm him: when he's out on orders, he has barbed wire wrapped around his hand and arm. Anyone taking his arm won't notice until they've already touched him.
[Here, he paused. Dazai knew he previously mentioned how young Q was. Ok there, Bedivere?]
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itt: arturia stans. in the other one: the darker side of arturia stanning
two sides to the same gacha coin
"gacha coin" ldkfjaselfja;
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Bedi proving once again how savage he is
He has his moments lol
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