"Hopes and expectations?"

[The rest was understandable, but not that. Was Dazai missing something here? Or did Bedivere really have performance anxiety?]

I don't care if you're a virgin, Saber, if that's the issue. We all have to start from somewhere. The way you said it, however - by any chance, were you an avid reader of romantic stories? The horizontal tango can be messier than they make it sound.