Hopefully my blushing and fumbling won't prevent it from being a good experience.
[Bedivere is resigned to forever alternating between momentary boldness and then embarrassment at his boldness after the fact. Such is the duality of this Knight. But he's also finding it easier to get lost in the moment once he gets going, and as long as he doesn't stop and think too deeply about it things should be fine.
It helps that Dazai is so encouraging, too.
His metal arm slips down to Dazai's waist while his real hand stays up in Dazai's hair, bringing Dazai in for a gentle hug. There's genuine affection in those movements, and not just a desire to have sex and get mana from it. They're long past the point of 'do it for the healing' now.]
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[Bedivere is resigned to forever alternating between momentary boldness and then embarrassment at his boldness after the fact. Such is the duality of this Knight. But he's also finding it easier to get lost in the moment once he gets going, and as long as he doesn't stop and think too deeply about it things should be fine.
It helps that Dazai is so encouraging, too.
His metal arm slips down to Dazai's waist while his real hand stays up in Dazai's hair, bringing Dazai in for a gentle hug. There's genuine affection in those movements, and not just a desire to have sex and get mana from it. They're long past the point of 'do it for the healing' now.]
So, please excuse my forwardness here?