[Bedivere needn't have worried. Dazai's mind is unchanged. Doubly so now that a looming unknowable end date is brought to the forefront once more.
...it stings, really, this awareness that someone he's become so fond of isn't going to be able to stick around if they're defeated, and has places to go if they win. He exhales through his nose and presses his forehead on the crook of Bedivere's neck. Maybe that's enough to hide the bitter curve his smile has taken.]
I get it. Really. It's best to move forward with the least number of regrets as possible.
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...it stings, really, this awareness that someone he's become so fond of isn't going to be able to stick around if they're defeated, and has places to go if they win. He exhales through his nose and presses his forehead on the crook of Bedivere's neck. Maybe that's enough to hide the bitter curve his smile has taken.]
I get it. Really. It's best to move forward with the least number of regrets as possible.