[Bedivere was already a bit embarrassed just by doing the search- he feels like everyone can see him, and he doesn't want to have to explain this to anyone whose opinion he cares about- but it's that nip on his earlobe and the gentle touch that gets Bedivere to blush.]

Truthfully I don't know how to do this. They, ah. Any education I had was about a man and a woman.

...I don't want to disappoint you.

[There, he finally said it. It feels like a relief to admit to it, but he's also anxious about how Dazai will respond to it.]