Sort of like how Dazai's touches are almost magic, bringing Bedivere out of any thoughts that might stray too far to depressing. He closes his eyes and presses his cheek against Dazai's fingers, relishing the touch.]
I don't know what to do there. Technically my oath only extended to death, so my life isn't bound to hers anymore. But at the same time, I feel a duty towards her. If I protect her, then it will eventually be the two of us left. If I let her be, she may fall to another foe and I wouldn't have to fight her, but then I would feel guilt over letting her die.
[He's fingers tightened a bit in Dazai's hair.]
I don't know what to do, Dazai. I'm bound to you, but I can't forget my ties to her either.
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Date: 2021-02-01 02:29 am (UTC)Sort of like how Dazai's touches are almost magic, bringing Bedivere out of any thoughts that might stray too far to depressing. He closes his eyes and presses his cheek against Dazai's fingers, relishing the touch.]
I don't know what to do there. Technically my oath only extended to death, so my life isn't bound to hers anymore. But at the same time, I feel a duty towards her. If I protect her, then it will eventually be the two of us left. If I let her be, she may fall to another foe and I wouldn't have to fight her, but then I would feel guilt over letting her die.
[He's fingers tightened a bit in Dazai's hair.]
I don't know what to do, Dazai. I'm bound to you, but I can't forget my ties to her either.