[This conversation hit a little too close to home. He ran his thumb on the corner of Bedivere's eye, the dull ache in his chest growing.]
I understand what you're saying and why you believe it's your fault. However, you have no way of knowing what exactly transpired between your final trip to the lake and you finding her in that other kingdom.
[As far as Dazai could tell, at least, it didn't make sense for the king to not wait for Bedivere unless something else had happened.]
More importantly: you were able to complete your quest. [Seeing Bedivere like this was painful, and he couldn't help but kiss his brow.] You're more than worthy of being a heroic spirit, you know? Very few will have been able to endure as you did, and it's worthy of admiration.
['I admire you for that' was his actual meaning, even if he was still a little overwhelmed by that revelation.]
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Date: 2020-12-15 04:51 pm (UTC)[This conversation hit a little too close to home. He ran his thumb on the corner of Bedivere's eye, the dull ache in his chest growing.]
I understand what you're saying and why you believe it's your fault. However, you have no way of knowing what exactly transpired between your final trip to the lake and you finding her in that other kingdom.
[As far as Dazai could tell, at least, it didn't make sense for the king to not wait for Bedivere unless something else had happened.]
More importantly: you were able to complete your quest. [Seeing Bedivere like this was painful, and he couldn't help but kiss his brow.] You're more than worthy of being a heroic spirit, you know? Very few will have been able to endure as you did, and it's worthy of admiration.
['I admire you for that' was his actual meaning, even if he was still a little overwhelmed by that revelation.]